Oh man

The poker gods have been cruel today. How many times did I walk KK into AA and how many times did I lose with AA. It was a lot that's for sure. Having managed to hit silver on stars in the VPN level and gold on tilt, along with the 4th tier on Ipoker, I set off today to try and improve on those but at least try and maintain the levels. My biggest drop was playing on the bad beat tables on micro gaming. There jackpot is over €850k and still growing, so I played just he one table full ring, and the first orbit was dealt 22 in the BB. 1 raise and I call and hit the set. The river pairs the board and also makes 3 to the flush. Not worried at all and get it all in only for him to show a bigger set of 3s. So that was short work of a hundred euro. I must of hit tilt and was hyper aggressive until I realised and took time out for a few hours. I did return and duly dumped another two buy ins, but I seem to have pulled some back towards the end because the balances were not far off. On to other things, and I went to the GP this morning regarding my mental state, and the GP referred me to some phycartrist. I know it's spelt wrong but I don't give a fuck.... Anyways I received the call and was assessed and I have been referred to CBT and anger management. They don't think I'm a danger to the public on the basis I don't go out. I shall wit and see what happens but it's looking like there going to alter my medication to something more stronger, so ill be zonked more than I am I guess. Will update when I can.