The day got better.....

Just like the title suggests. It started out bad with me waking up at 12-30 pm after a awful nights sleep, or lack off should I say. It's the same every night, I struggle to drop off and by the time I do, I'm so knackered by the time Jo wakes up in the morning, that I drop off almost as soon has my head hits the pillow. So I wake up and god I'm depressed, it's getting worse day after day. It's the loneliness that's doing it, because Jo is at work. But I managed to get dress in the house that's freezing cold. I have never known a house to be so cold. So while shivering away I take the meds and make my Weetabix and wish my sister a happy birthday. Just 37 today she is.... Fire up the computer, and check my shares and emails. Nothing exciting and feel so down. I fire up a couple of tables and can't recall if I had a winning session or not, but I didn't play for long. But I felt tired once the meds kicked in, and once again I have to have a snooze. I watch a programme about the human body from sky and it was about the first breath to the last breath we take and it shows a man taking his last breath, and of course brought all the feelings back about mum dying, and could not stop crying for ages. But before I knew it, Jo had phoned and told me she was on her way home. At last I start to pick up. Nothing exciting for tea, cos she said she wanted something light, cos she was suppose to be home late. I warmed up my curry from the night before and Jo had mushroom omelette with baby spuds. It was at that time I entered a freeroll. I had forgotten about them with everything that's gone on this week, and it was the first time I had played a MMT in a while. On top of that I entered into the GSOP step 1 for $ 1.05 and there basically a lotto style sat. Everyone is all in every hand until the prizes are decided. I ended up finishing 2nd twice in a row and got free tickets to play again at the same level, and the 3rd time I managed to win a step 2 ticket for $14-70. I entered into the next available tournament and boom won that to, and so I now have the final stage GSOP ticket worth $210. They only run once a week on a Sunday and normally have 3 packages up for grabs with about 40 runners. I have won two packages already and been to Malta and of course just returned back from Vienna. But it will be awesome to win a package for just $1-05. So I was buzzing from that, and I ended up winning the freeroll and now await a chipset branded from PokerHeaven. Not bad for nothing. Spent sometime after with Jo and did a bit of filing. I need to get all my paperwork in order. I need to submit my forms and letters so I can get my benefits sorted, but I can't find them, hence the filing of the crap I have all over the house. I'll be 45 in the morning, yes birthday boy, but do not feel like celebrating. Mums death is killing me, I know people say you get over it and all that. But I have not experienced death before, having lost no one close. I have been very lucky in that, but this is killing me good and proper. Anyways hopefully below you should see my screenshot of my win tonight......